Friday, September 26, 2008

ye gods i am a shit

some movie is on tv
meg ryan has taken her daughter for ice cream
the little girl is glumly stirring her ice cream
as mommy tells her about mommy's cancer
"does it hurt you?" the little girl asks
there is a sense of betrayal in her eyes
she won't understand the pain for years
but nothing will ever be the same again
and how can she trust god, now?
i think, damn, now i want some ice cream